I have had a break in my painting and my blogging following the devastating loss of my husband Philip  after 40 yrs of wonderful marriage. I have returned to live in England and be nearer to both his and my family. I've now been here for nine months and have only just managed to complete two paintings. This is a start. I will now try to build up my motivation and confidence and go from here. My loss has been unbearable but I'm sure Philip would not wish me to give up.